| Tuesday, April 03, 2012 |
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it's amazing how nearly 2 years later, i'm still at the very same spot i was back in 2010. i dont know to say to myself, "good job, well done" or "what the heck are you doing!". i think the latter kinda shouts out a little more to me. :(
time's moving on so quickly, but every other aspect of my life is stagnated. even work, i dont see any growth or whatsoever in this, i suppose the only thing holding me back is really the uncertainty of what is out there, and all the "what if"s.. i know, it sucks to be me.
but ok nvm all that, what's more impt is (haha), shinhwa has just had a comeback after like, 4 years of hiatus and i din get to go for the comeback concert (wonder why, sigh) but it's really good to see them back on stage again! i mean out of all the korean boy bands (who sometimes would fit the term "girl band" a lot better), shinhwa is really veryyyyy "man"! hhaha i feel like my fangirling days are all back!! and yes, those times are one of the best times in my life! not much stress nor worries, just lots of lost minute mugging and getting out of school to fly to korea once in a while.. man, i miss those times.
i almost forgot how it feels like to express my random thoughts and obsessions in words.. kinda helps to keep my sanity a bit. what's more, i dont think anyone reads this anymore, so this is quite kinda awesome! 2 years.. can't get over this 2 years thing.
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| posted by Aimee @ 6:10 PM |
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| Monday, July 12, 2010 |
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havent blogged for a longgg longggggggggggggggggg time.
think i seldom get the urge to blog unless when i'm feeling a bit down.. and depressed maybe. heh. i think i need to find a new job. but there is nothing that is gonna pay me as much?
and this current job is getting on my nerves. each time a job is sucky it really gets to me... and maybe that just means i dont really like to do audit? i think so.
find me a job somebody! |
| posted by Aimee @ 10:36 AM |
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| Sunday, June 27, 2010 |
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i've to wait another 4 years??
exciting match... but haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. what a waste! :(((((((((((( |
| posted by Aimee @ 12:07 AM |
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| Friday, May 14, 2010 |
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:(((((((((((((
feeling ultra stressed now. have to go talk to some director and some chief techonology officer.. and i dont knowwwwwwww. it's stressful!
and i'm only in this line for 2 years! am i prepared to ask them the things i need to know? ahhhhhhhhhh!! )@(*)#$&)(*)(*@)
farkkkkk |
| posted by Aimee @ 1:00 PM |
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| Friday, April 09, 2010 |
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A: 'muslims can eat seafood la at least'
B: 'actually, how come ah why seafood, no need special way of killing'
A: 'it's only those that makes sound when they are killed'
B: 'oh really??? but fishes make sound too what'
A: 'huh? where got'
B: 'got! *gloooopp ggllooopp*
no prizes for guessing if i'm A or B. but really meh! only animals that makes sound when they are killed? sounds fishy *haha* to me! |
| posted by Aimee @ 12:30 AM |
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| Tuesday, February 09, 2010 |
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it was on 3 nov 2009.
'guess it's a closure for us. it was a little hard to carry on the where the father went..'
-april tan
hmms.
we didn't talk about it for too long, b4 i knew it, i was talking to her about 2pm and the tik tok cass mv.. a lot more interesting. |
| posted by Aimee @ 11:46 PM |
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| Thursday, December 24, 2009 |
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so weird to see my fav bartender on tv! hahahha. :))))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pcQGuviO4E
cheap thrill, yes.. haha. anyway he appears from 2.20 onwards for a short while.. tez! bogoshipda! though he mercilessly pointed out my eyebags, he's still my fav bartender who makes the nicest cocktails around! hahaha
merry christmas
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| posted by Aimee @ 7:48 PM |
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| Tuesday, November 17, 2009 |
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tested and proven.. dramas are like, amplified emotions or sth.. they really wont happen in real life. we all moved on. even without the closure to know he's still alive/dead, we're all doing well. at least i am?!
and it's the time to feel pretty depressed again.
i think it just pays to be a selfish bitch. pretend to be nice, pretend to be doing your best, do work by talking, let everyone fall into your 'dua kang'. that's all. there's no need to really put in your best, work till wee hours, meet all the deadlines, hand up decent work and meet your own expectations. pretend to be filial to want to buy insurance for your mom, then borrow 8K from her to go korea and study for 3 months, and the sch fees is only 2K.
i'm no saint but i dare say i really am putting in a lot into work, and everything else, but why doesn't anything go my way! no use going, god is unfair and whatsoever cuz there really is no point. so maybe i should just devise a way to do the least, or to do nothing. since nothing i want is in my hands anyway. |
| posted by Aimee @ 10:45 PM |
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| Tuesday, November 10, 2009 |
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i've a very selfish sister who's gonna go to korea to study korean for 3 months. at a time like this. borrowing 8K from my mom when the sch fees are only about 2K. (knowing our mom never makes us pay her back). and when she has problems waking up on sat mornings for korean classes at nus extension at 1030am.
selfish?
i would very much think so.
and my mom is fucking unfair. |
| posted by Aimee @ 10:58 PM |
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| Wednesday, November 04, 2009 |
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i'm ashamed to have a father like that. and it only makes me respect my mother even more. though her taste for men is really questionable. never knew men like that could ever exist.
i just want him to leave, just so it's a closure for all of us. not having to be bugged by it. yes lightning's gonna hit me, but really. it's his karma. i still can't believe i have someone like that as a father. whatever the word father means. |
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